My condolences to anyone who has ever lost me

And to anyone who got lost in me or to anyone

Who ever felt they took a loss with me

My apologies

For the misunderstanding

Or the lack there of

I'm sorry you missed the women in me

And I'm sorry you missed the light

I'm sorry you forgot the way I arose like the moon

Night after night with the burden to forgive

Eager to be me

Everyday

See

I'm a holy woman

I know what it's like to give life to a being without

Ever needing to press skin against one another

I've practised how to hold my tongue long enough

I'm afraid I forgot to say goodbye

I'm afraid you're under their impression

That I was made to please you

I was under the impression you understood me better

The truth is, I'm a superwoman

And some days I'm an angry woman

And some days I'm a crazy woman

And some days, I’m a messy women

Messy menatlly, messy physically, an undesirable mess

But that’s what makes me, me

That’s what makes me the beautiful messy women I am today